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    Thursday, December 1st, 2005
    4:40 pm
    10 RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME:
    10. I have 2 bras. yeah.
    09. I have an ability to get free stuff at bars.
    08. I am bored enough to do this survey.
    07. Having a nephew, makes me want to have a baby.
    06. I cant stand when people read over my shoulders.
    05. I am neat.
    04. Im listening to In Media Res right now.
    03. A comicbook artist is drawing my next tattoo
    02. I am getting cosmetic surgery for christmas/birthday.
    01. My throat hurts.
    9 WAYS TO STEAL MY HEART:
    09. Come over when Im not expecting you
    08. Joke around with my dad.
    07. Visit me at work.
    06. Walk around in the snow and look at christmas lights with me.
    05. Make me a mix cd/tape without a tracklisting.
    04. Be able to make me laugh.
    03. Tease the hell out of me.
    02. Give me a music box.
    01. Have sleepovers, without sex.
    8 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
    08. Act again
    07. Have one child
    06. Go to New York
    05. Have drinks with a celebrity
    04. Repay all my debts to my friends.
    03. Make amends with everyone I have lost touch with.
    02. Skydive
    01. Stop working at kids academy.
    7 THINGS THAT ANNOY ME:
    07. Chewing with your mouth open.
    06. Singing along to songs and acting like you know the words, but you dont.
    05. Saying rude things to people, that you dont know very well.
    04. "Oh My God! I am soooo wasted!"
    03. Talk about TV constantly.
    02. People who dont anwser their phones to unknown numbers.
    01. Pat Cole
    6 THINGS I WISH FOR:
    06. Just.
    05. To.
    04. Always.
    03. Be.
    02. Happy.
    5 THINGS THAT I'M AFRAID OF:
    05. Being alone.
    04. Water I cant see under me.
    03. Guns.
    02. Running out of gas while driving.
    01. Fuck Zombies.
    4 ITEMS IN MY ROOM:
    04. Clothes
    03. Mattress
    02. Cds
    01. Science Expierments.
    3 THINGS I DO EVERY DAY:
    03. Smoke
    02. Daydream
    01. Talk.
    2 THINGS I WANT TO DO RIGHT NOW:
    02. Not go to the car shop.
    01. Go spend lots of money
    1 PERSON I WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW:
    01. I want all my friends in a big house...and i want to have a massive hide and seek game.
    Friday, October 21st, 2005
    1:11 am
    hi

    *I am an aunt! Jason and Lisa had Jacob sunday at 5:20 pm. 10 pounds. He is fat. Im going to be the aunt that smokes cigarettes and cant be at any family function sober. I love him.


    I recieved this letter in the mail today...

    Dear Kate,
    Hey whats up? n2mh. I know we are together every minute everyday for the past...really long time. but I think the time has come that we went our seperate ways. I know. We have had some VERY good times, but I think it's time for you to move on. We can't be together forever. You know this. Soon you will have to find someone new to spend all your time with, not me. Me? I will get by. I have heard plenty girls say they love me, and that I am fun. Im going to go check out my options. you should too. Im not saying get with the next guy you see, but You and I need some time to part. You are ready. I can tell you are getting sick of me. I hope something happens for you soon. Best of luck.

    Sincerely Yours,
    The Single Life.

    yeah guys, i know!

    Current Mood: sleepy
    Sunday, September 18th, 2005
    11:54 pm
    Fuck Chicago.
    I had some beers, then got incredibly vulgar to the Cubs Fans. For Instance...

    Cubs Boys- Hey baby, you're rooting for the wrong team.
    Me- Fuck Off.

    Stupid Slutty Cubs Girl- GO CUBBIES! WOOOOOO!!!!
    Me- Go fist yourself you dirty bitch. WOOOOO!!!!

    It was awesome, and full of good ol heckling fun!

    10 hours in a car of boys, you learn alot. Unfortunately nothing that will ever be useful to me. Unless you consider, Helloween riffs/eating taco bell at 10 am/throwing donuts at the car of 'Dancing Babes' useful.

    I am utterly exausted.

    Current Mood: exhausted
    Current Music: 'Oh God, what next' mix
    Tuesday, September 13th, 2005
    12:31 am
    yeah
    Odd weekend.

    Friday was fun, little confusing and stressful at times. But an adventure nonetheless.

    Saturday I had a breakdown. Everything hit me. My phone was off and I drove around a good portion of the night to think. Then on a whim, I went over to Nicks. It was nice. I didnt get anything accomplished and I am still feeling the same way.

    Sunday I drove the Shot Cart at my dads company picnic. I matched shots with the golfers. I was fucked up. I made 234 dollars in tips. I donated 200 of that to the tournement which was for kids with terminal illness and the hurricane relief. The 'Shot Girl' got a standing ovation. I have offically done my part. All the alcohol that wasn't consumed, we took home. My mom made a donation of three bottles and some cigars to Nick and Greg. Oh Mom.

    Tonight Jon and I went out for coffee. Sunday Jon, Picklehead, Myself and someone else are going to Chicago for a cardinals/cubs game. What a bad idea this will be.

    If ExpressScripts doesnt work out, I have a couple other places lined up. I have to get out of Kids Academy.

    I will not be a fun person to be around for a while. Fair Warning.

    Current Mood: discontent
    Current Music: Black Eyes.
    Monday, September 12th, 2005
    7:08 am
    I need a vacation.
    Thursday, September 1st, 2005
    9:11 am
    New band will kick your ass.

    Come to a shoooow!
    Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
    2:07 am
    hey
    Alot going on. Alot not going on. Too much to try and type. So im going to start from tomorrow. No use in trying to recap the past 2-3 weeks. Just know it was awesome.



    I am a somewhat happy girl.

    Current Mood: okay
    Current Music: We dont need to be mouth to mouth...
    Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
    6:57 pm
    [7 Deadly Sins]
    ANGER
    1. Who did you last get angry with? Jason Barry
    2. What is your weapon of choice? breadstick to the throat
    3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? indeed
    4. How about of the same sex? indeed
    5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? Im not sure
    6. What is your pet peeve? reading over my shoulder
    7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? oh i let them go

    SLOTH
    1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you have not done in a long time? Circle Time at work.
    2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? like 8 pm
    3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but havent? Kolby and Kristin
    4. What is the last lame excuse you made? I didnt have enough time to make that appointment
    5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)? I used to call them.
    6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? i excercise regularly now.
    7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? once

    GLUTTONY
    1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? Minute Maid Apple Juice
    2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat? I eat it all
    3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? ummm alot?
    4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? no
    5. Do you have an issue with your weight? yes
    6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? salty
    7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "Food!"? This is gay.

    LUST
    1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? Enough.
    2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? Enough.
    3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? Of course!
    4. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? arms/hipbones
    5. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? nah
    6. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? yes, but by choice, i didnt have too.

    GREED
    1. How many credit cards do you own? none
    2. What's your guilty pleasure store? Charlotte Russe
    3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? Donate to autism, then spend the rest on me.
    4. Would you rather be rich or famous? Famous
    5. Would you ever take a boring job if you could make mega bucks? sure
    6. Have you ever stolen anything? Many young hearts.
    7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? hahah like 4.

    PRIDE
    1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? graduated highschool with honors.
    2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? graduated high school with honors
    3. What one thing would you like to accomplish in your life? marriage, small family, finacial stability
    4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? yes
    5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? no
    6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? who hasnt?
    7. What did you do today that you're proud of? Called oral surgeons.

    ENVY
    1.What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? Lexi's boobs
    2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? a rich person
    3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? i dont know.
    4. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? of course!
    5. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? reservation
    6. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey? no
    7. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? lust

    [7 Heavenly Virtues]
    FAITH
    1. What religion do you follow? none
    2. What religion were you raised? catholic

    3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property? Human
    4. Do you believe in magic? In a young girls heart?

    5. What was the last promise you broke? one to Kristin
    6. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it? I only prayed when I needed something.

    7. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect? What is perfect to me, may not be to you.

    HOPE
    1. Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season? nope!
    2. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for? Happiness

    3. Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure? Story of my life.
    5. Have you ever bought a lottery ticket? yes

    6. Do you gamble? nah
    7. Have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway? what?

    CHARITY
    1. What causes do you support? Autism, The Give-Kate-Lots-Of-Money Fund

    2. What causes have you given money or time to? alot honestly
    3. Have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless? no
    4. Would you ever consider joining the Peace Corps, Amnesty International, or another type? doubtful
    5. Do you give money to the homeless on the street? yes...too much.
    6. Have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like food and rent? Of course.
    7. What's the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need? Its personal.

    FORTITUDE
    1. What are you most afraid of? Zombies and Being Alone.
    2. What did you do today that was really brave? Made a cheese sandwich

    3. Who is your favorite superhero, and why? Spy Kids.

    4. Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone? Yes, No doubt about it.
    5. If you were to face the Wizard, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart? brain.
    6. Have you ever gotten stage fright? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA NO WAY
    7. Do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower? Leader.

    JUSTICE
    1. Have you ever been summoned for jury duty? not yet.
    2. If they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would find some way out of it? Im already ineligible
    3. Do you support capital punishment (the death penalty)? yes
    4. Which should be guaranteed legal, prostitution or marijuana? marijuana
    5. Do you believe that Dubya is rightfully President of the USA? nope
    6. What was your favorite media circus trial? Scott Peterson trial

    7. Have you ever written a letter to a politician? nope

    TEMPERANCE
    1. What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on? money

    2. Do you collect anything? beer bottlecaps
    3. Are you addicted to anything? pot
    4. Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan? no
    5. What's your preferred method of paying for things? cash
    6. Tell us one thing you wish you hadn't let yourself do? The hooker in Tijuana
    7. Do you feel that you obsess over things? just people...well one person.

    PRUDENCE
    1. Who is the wisest person you know? My grandpa
    2. Have you ever participated in a vigil? yes
    4. What area are you wisest in? ummm...?????
    5. Do you drive defensively? i drive REALLY GOOD.
    6. What did you learn today? lil kim is going to jail
    7. And of course, what is your favorite heavenly virtue? Kate Cole.
    Friday, July 8th, 2005
    7:13 am
    Update
    I have an abcessed tooth. I have to get 5 teeth pulled (including my wisdom) Still hurts a whole lot and my face is all swollen. The dentist told my mom that if I wouldnt have gone in on tuesday, the swelling would have spread to my throat more and i would have suffocated and died in my sleep tuesday night. SO I could be dead right now. Crazy. I left a party on the 4th that was pretty awesome, within an hour of being there. It hurt too bad. Therefore, take care of your moufs suckas!

    I should be in a good mood, all things considered, but I have been extremely short tempered and it has taken alot for me on a couple occasions not to snap. Im hoping it's just the medicine.


    yeah yeah, Don't know why Im so excited, nothing will change.

    Current Mood: pissed off
    Sunday, July 3rd, 2005
    6:29 pm
    Let's throw in...

    3 shots to the mouth
    Vicodin (20 pills)
    6 hour wait in the Emergency Room.
    Not being able to eat solid foods.
    No smoking.
    No drinking.
    Constant nausea.
    And STILL being in an udgodly amount of pain.


    Now you find something to bitch about.

    Current Mood: pissed off
    8:06 am
    How am I still alive?
    Since Friday around 4 Pm


    IbProfen-3,800 mgs
    Tylenol- 4,000 mgs
    Generic- 2,500 mgs
    Advil- 1,800 mgs
    Excedrin- 850 mgs
    Darvaset- 800 mgs
    Benzocaine- A whole lot.
    Sleep- Roughly 5 hours.
    Food- None
    Trips to Walgreens- 4
    Hours spent crying- About 6

    Knowing all your friends will be out partying it up on 4th of July, while you are at home holding the side of your mouth...

    Priceless.

    Current Mood: Excruciating
    Wednesday, June 29th, 2005
    9:01 am
    "I have a feeling what we are are doing right now could lead to something more"
    Went out last night for coffee with an old friend. Him and I chatted about everything, his band, school, social circle, his plan of abstinence that he has been keeping up for 3 weeks and only has a week left to go. And obviously everything going on with me. After coffee we went to look at pictures at his place. Which led to dancing to Talking Heads in his bedroom, which led to reminensing about our old times, which led to laying together, which led to back massage, which led to cuddling, which led to serious talking, which led to a kiss, which then led to the most amazing ending of an 8 month dry spell.

    "I have waited two years for this"

    Current Mood: satisfied
    Saturday, June 25th, 2005
    1:24 am
    yeah
    10 bands/artists you've been listening a lot to lately:

    1. Placebo
    2. The Floating City
    3. Step On It!
    4. Porno For Pryos
    5. Black Eyes
    6. The Monkees
    7. Radiohead
    8. Ashlee Simpson
    9. Q and not U
    10. Z 107.7

    9 things you look forward to:

    1. School in the fall
    2. Getting enough money for a third tattoo
    3. Possibily working a part time job
    4. July 10th
    5. Talk that there may actually be a hockey season!
    6. The baseball game
    7. Certain shows
    8. They Unravel Riddles to get going
    9. Puppies

    8 things you like to wear:

    1. Jeans
    2. Red baseball belt
    3. Pjs
    4. Swimsuits I really shouldnt be wearing
    5. Rings
    6. Black shoes
    7. Glasses
    8. Clothes


    7 things that annoy you:

    1. The fact I dont have my own reality show
    2. People who are so pretentious about music
    3. Not having my alarm go off
    4. Shaving
    5. When people read over my shoulder
    6. My Boss
    7. When I am wrong

    6 things you say every day:

    1. Hey
    2. What's
    3. Up
    4. Shut Up
    5. K
    6. Bye


    5 things you do everyday:

    1. Brush my teeth
    2. Drive
    3. Spend money
    4. Smoke
    5. Daydream

    4 people you want to spend more time with:

    1. All the people that I miss.


    3 objects/things in the room your in now:

    1. Carkeys
    2. Digital Camera
    3. Black high-heels

    2 of your favourite foods:

    1. Taco bell
    2. Chocolate cheesecake with strawberry sundae topping

    1 person you could spend the rest of your life with:
    1. Optimisically speaking, the list could go on.
    Realistically speaking...myself.



    I am soooo bored!!!!!!!!!!!!1one

    Current Mood: bored
    Current Music: The Quiz Time Jamboree
    Saturday, June 18th, 2005
    11:15 am
    hmmmm
    Well last night we went to hang out with internetlove in delmar, which ended up being a total waste of time. So on the way home, we got some beverages and went to the riverfront. Good talks. Found out something that killed me. Not really the subject matter, the fact that it was kept from me. The more I think about it the more pissed off and upset i get. I heard alot of stuff last night I didnt want to hear. Im seriously about to snap, and when I do. It wont be good. After the riverfront, as sad as im making it out to be, we had a lot of fun, Lexi and I went to McDonalds and danced to Z107.7 in the parking lot at 2 am. She peed in a parking lot, I threw her pants in front of a car. Trash. It was fantastic.

    Band Pratice today...should be intresting.
    Target Market Show...should be intresting.
    Party Afterwards...should be very intresting.
    Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
    10:32 pm
    Update.
    Got a new phone. And some bitchin ringtones.

    Lexi and I went to dennys last night and then wrote some Chai songs. Amazing. Holy Shit. Amazing.

    Tonight Nichole came over for dinner and we planned out our road trip. As follows:

    August 8th- Head out around midnight
    August 9th- San Antonio, TX
    August 10th- Dallas, TX
    August 11th- Joplin, MO
    August 12th- Kansas City, MO
    August 13th- Arrive back in STL.

    All we have to pay for is gas. 125 for a rental car. Food. No more than 400 dollars.
    Im looking very forward to this.

    Current Mood: okay
    Current Music: give up your secrets, and let down your hair...
    Sunday, June 12th, 2005
    11:27 am
    yep.
    I am majorly bummed out right now. Its only been 2 days and I miss them a whole lot. They will be home in a couple of weeks for 10 days...then they go on the second leg. Nichole and I are talking about a roadtrip on the second leg. God this fucking sucks.

    I had a blast before they left. Crashed some parties, went to a show or two, hung out. Had some good talks. Friday we went to Carbondale to see them. Awesome time, but the goodbyes were hard.

    Last night Nichole and I went to a carnival and met up with crazy don. Then partied with Greenwheel (omg!!1)and went some place else where we were refered to as "Underground Punks". That guy had us pinned. It was fun. Im going to try and keep busy.


    Man.

    Current Mood: God Damnit
    Sunday, May 29th, 2005
    3:20 pm
    Rage.
    Last night...woah.

    Went to the Target Market show. It was really good. I really enjoyed BulletTrainToVegas. Matt called and said awesome dude party squad would be making an appearance down in delmar. We meet them there and oh my god, it was crazy. The most chaotic 2 minutes i have expierenced in a long time. We all get kicked out. Then head to the cross examination house with a trampoline. Ummm...Yeah. Beer-Trampoline-Basketball Hoop-OI! The basement was fun. Suprisingly I felt really comfortable. It turned into 'Throw whatever you can find at Travis while he hits it with a wiffleball bat" game. Then Greg opened some cup with puke/milk in it and the party cleared out of the basement pretty fast. Jon and Daniel headbanged to the siding of the house, while some guys played Injury Ball. Lexi, Zim Dogg and I were confused and entertained. Nick and I went outside to smoke, some band that i had never heard of was playing and they couldnt figure out the name. Dragon____. I said DragonHeart, and that wasnt it. Then some dude came out and when they asked who the band was he goes "DragonForce, they used to be DragonHeart" I am awesome. Took Lexi home, and thank god the will smith song came on after i dropped her off.


    TONIGHT WILL BE AMAZING!

    Current Mood: happy
    Friday, May 20th, 2005
    12:30 am
    This is for me.
    I don’t even know where to begin.

    I never ever would have thought I would be on these ‘terms’ with this person. The whole too good to be true bit. I am still in denial. It’s been a while since I have heard it from a guy, and from him...man. I am happy. Genuinely happy. Nothing is happening with us, and I am content with that. Just knowing. This high will wear off, and I am trying to prepare myself for the upcoming months. It’s going to be hard. I will be fine.

    It’s comforting to know someone out there loves and cares for you as much as you do them.

    Current Mood: indescribable
    Monday, May 2nd, 2005
    7:26 pm
    Dear St. Louis,
    First off I want to thank you so much for blessing me with such a high scene status. You really know whats important to me. Who needs true genuine friends, when you can be good aquantiances with all the people in really shitty bands? I sure dont. St Louis, I also want to thank you for allowing me to be the gossip queen I am. Afterall, isnt spreading rumors the way to instant popularity? I have alot more to spread if Im to be the most popular girl! I better get on that. I realize that in St Louis its UNHEARD of to be friends with more than one group of people. I also realize there is no way in hell that a person and another person simply dont mesh. For me, I'm going to stick with the core group that will benefit me the most. And get me the most stlpunk hits a day. Because we all know that's what im all about! Im really glad, St. Louis, that its all you and the other people that make being a young adult so damn hard! It's reassuring to know I have NOTHING to do with why I hate St. Louis so much. All those jealous, stupid people. I love how in St. Louis nothing is based on personality, but based on what show you were seen at and who you were with. The friends I have now, we only go to cool shows, where cool people will see us and say "oh my gosh, did you see who she is with? She must be cool!". We dont do anything else besides something that will get us noticed by people. I know for a fact, my friends now, i will have for the rest of my life. Im going to be in their weddings and godmother to their children. I know that for the rest of my life, im going to be on stlpunk and going to Lemp shows. I will never outgrow it. Then again, when you are a popular as me, why would you want too? Those friends I used to have...those ones who even though I am not friends with them now, I do remember having fun with them and valuing them as individuals. I will denouce them around my cool friends. I will talk bad, or even better pretend like I never even knew them. Those cute hXc bois I hang out with, dont call me...EVER. I call them, only when I want to be scene with them, like at Lemp, or the Casino, or their houses. I dont even like them! They arent funny, or nice, they dont give a damn about me, or have ever done anything for me. The real reason I hang out with those bois...I just want to have sex with them...ALL OF THEM. Lexi? Not cool enough to be my friend. But she knows Sybillyne so I guess she checks out. Brian. HA! Yeah right!!! But he knows Shagy who used to be in She Notes, which makes me cooler, to know him. Candice? Please. Shes just another name to add to the stlpunk pals list. I dont give a fuck about any of these people. Because that's who I am. I am what this city makes me. This horrible horrible city, made me a horrible horrible person. And I wouldnt have it any other way. So fuck you St. Louis!!! For single-handedly making my life a living hell. It's the TRUTH!!

    Sincerely Yours,
    Kate Cole
    (stlpunk- kate. FKA safari.so.good)
    (ADD ME!)

    Current Mood: POPULAR!!!!!!!
    Current Music: Kill Me Kate, Step On It!, Target Market..other shitty bands
    Sunday, April 24th, 2005
    12:21 pm
    Well...
    Last night I had my first actual bar expierence. Kristin and I had a blast. The line "So, you wanna go back to my place?" was used. Here is math.

    Kate + cute boy named Brian + about 8 beers + Kristin/Griffin + hot make out session + Brians House + ripped off jewerly + Hook up - Sex = Fucking Awesome.

    Last night was a nice little vacation. It was no fun having to come back to everything today though. Back to the Bum Out.

    Current Mood: Bum Out.
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